Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Brain in scrambles
Okay, right now, my mind is all over the place. I'm trying to keep in mind all the plotlines and twists I just came up with for my story, while at the same time recalling all the chores I'm supposed to do after this. =__="
It's not my brain capacity that can't take it, it's the "RAM" of my brain. Processing so many things at one time can be very fucking difficult.
One thing that I remember now, is, for my friends out there reading this, please do drop by my
forum when you have the time. Do help make that place a whole lot more noisy. The people I'm especially targetting are Dayah and Gerard. Ifah, you've already joined it, but you hardly post. =__=" You're on break now. Post more pls.
Anyway, ily, you still haven't done the tag-thingy. By tonight dear, pls. XP
Speaking of her, I went out with my dear girlfriend yesterday. We were just walking around Giant, when she spotted a bra left in the bread section. She immediately threw it at my face. The side of the cup hit my eye hard. It's still a little painful today, since it hit the edge of my eyelid (side of my eyeball). Girlfriends are funny creatures. XPPP
It's her birthday in a week's time, but I'm going to celebrate it with her tomorrow. Don't ask where we're going. It's far, and it'll make me go broke this week. But I don't mind. XD
Hrm, today I found out that Ngee Ann's having a campfire on the 15th July. I'm guessing my invitation got lost somewhere in the email processing server. =__=" After all the shit I endured for and because of them, they easily discard me like that. Heh... Now I know why I walked out on them. Fuck you la Wichita!
Oh, I bought this pair of blue sneakers on Sunday. It's supposed to be mom's early birthday present for me. Bemusingly, she hid them once we got home. She said she's only giving them to me on my birthday itself. That's 1 month minus 1 week more. =__="
And did I mention to you guys I went shopping with my mom and sisters on Sunday? Yes, we did. We were there from 11am until 9.30pm. I didn't wanna go actually. I intended to stay home and talk to my dear girlfriend the whole day. But NOOOOOO... Dad forced me to follow them.
Me: But I don't like going to Orchard. (Whispers to Farhanah) I'm sick of it already.
Dad: It doesn't matter if you like going there or not. The point is for you to spend time with your family.
Me: =__=" whaa...? Nevermind.
So, I went to orchard for 10-and-a-half hours. Fucking tired la. Ilyana couldn't have said it better. "You should've just camped there or something". Camping at the Royal Crown Hotel wouldn't have been such a bad idea. lol
Speaking of Royal Crown. Apparently, there was a pile of shit/vomit somewhere in the female toilet in the lobby. It wreaked. The whole lobby stunk. I pity the people eating at Cafe Vienna. Having to endure that smell... Tsktsk.
Dad dropped us at the Heeren and then he went off to work OT. But before all the shopping really began, we went to watch Cars at Lido. It was a damn good movie la. But I was missing Ilyana too much. Smsed her over and over. When you don't see your gf for 5 days because of unforseen circumstances, it's hard not to miss her. Well, after all that shopping at Taka, Far East, DFS, CK Tang, Paragon, we finally went for dinner.
Dinner was at Lau Pa Sat. Satay, Nasi Pattaya, Crayfish, Stingray... Yes, I ate all that. 10.30pm, we headed back home. Thankfully, Marcus (a.k.a. Chai Hee) came to pick us up. So much for Dad's "Spend time with the family". While Marcus came to fetch us after a long day of work, Dad was happily watching the World Cup at God-knows-where with his friends after work.
He loves how to preach. But he never practises what he preaches. At least I'm a man of my word. Dad makes empty promises sometimes. He is only my father by blood. I don't and have never recognised him as my dad. Legal guardian, perhaps; Father, most certainly not.
Well, in the car ride home, Ilyana gave me a call. I was so fucking happy la. After a long day, hearing her voice felt like paradise. Though everyone in the car knew she was my girlfriend, it still felt weird telling ilyana i loved her with my mom around. =.=
Seeing her again yesterday, after nearly a week of not meeting each other, was really REALLY good. I missed her so much. In fact, after our outing yesterday, I've started to miss her all over again. So I'm in love... Sue me.
Girlfriend, I love you. Looking forward to tomorrow. XD
Ash R Sheikh finished at
3:16 AM
